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Four Years EP

by Ox

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Meat Hologram Do you think you’re special? Exception to the rule A higher voice has spoken Told me I’m a fool Wisdom’s given me a token Presented me the tools I took it as an omen Change is overdue CH Don’t push too hard too soon You’ll give yourself a coronary We’re all just crashing through All the time that we have Will fade into the past Self-sacrifice is due This life is far from ordinary When we get to the moment of truth All the doubts you have Those too are gonna pass You need to recognise a moment And what it means to you Transmission of emotion Expression of the truth Ask another question If you don’t know what to do You’re running in slow motion Fading out of view CH Don’t push too hard too soon You’ll give yourself a coronary We’re all just crashing through All the time that we have Will fade into the past Self-sacrifice is due This life is far from ordinary When we get to the moment of truth All the doubts you have Those too are gonna pass (CH – Extension) All the skin and the bone and things we own All the living in hope and the feeling alone When we get to the moment of truth All the dreams that we have, will they now come to pass? V3 Do I need forgiveness For all the things I’ve done I’m only being curious I’m trying to have some fun What can I take with me When all is said and done Playing it too serious And then the game is done I’m only being human Trying to belong A window of experience And then I’m moving on
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Chop Chop 06:48
Chop Chop V1 One and a zero A simple divide Like you and me are Opposites combined Related, creative, persuasive The same inside, when we close our eyes My alter ego’s Making a wish Don’t self-deceive no Go take a risk Protected, frustrated, rejected Into the abyss, give me one more kiss CH Chasing the void Shaping the noise All bound together Play on forever V2 I see the trouble in your midst I can see your confidence is hit Stand up, take it in your stride How much comfort can you steal? How much longer will you kneel? Another dent is in your pride Thinking it’s time to take a risk? Go break a leg or break a wrist Will you do it when it’s time? Where is your wisdom taking this? When you can fail and you can quit At things that you don’t even like CH Chasing the void Shaping the noise One note at a time One phrase on a line V3 Trying to do the best that I can But I’m still struggling with who I am Don’t ask me for a five year plan I can’t pretend to understand I’ll find another way…
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Sanctuary 03:09
It's an instrumental track...
4.
Battle Resistant Sun’s coming up Surf’s gonna break Earth’s coming up Ground gonna shake V1 I don’t want you to go But I don’t want you to suffer anymore We never said but we both know We’re coming closer to the end of the road V2 I know I know I know Saying it over repeatedly Losing the fight for self-control No other choice but to let everything go C1 There’s a beautiful sound It’s playing off in the distance Lifting our souls from the ground No out of body resistance V3 Above as so below Will to survive is persistent Several thousand feet below We are the battle resistant V4 It doesn’t seem so long ago That all of this seemed very different I’m not afraid to live in hope To be true, to make do, to break through, to go it alone Bridge 3 Call it a will to survive It never changes inside Never give up never die For every moment in time Sun’s coming up Surf’s gonna break Earth’s coming/moving up Ground gonna shake Things getting’ rough Stuff’s gonna break Gotta beam me up How much can I take? C2 There’s a beautiful sound Playing off in the distance Lifting our souls from the ground No out of body resistance There’s an ethereal sound Playing off in the distance Is this the here and the now? Because I can’t tell the difference
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Whole Again 05:39
Whole Again Voices in my head I call my own Acquiesce within their temporary home Oceans of doubt become so tedious Some of them are taking it so serious Keep drifting apart, come back together Resist as one divided from the start Sleep under the stars, can’t dream forever Happiness means suffering for art Feeling like a child out on a roll again No respect for grim realities Building my house building my soul again Breaking a smile making it whole again Break out, break out, break in Look out, look out, look in Breathe out, breathe out, breathe in Wake up, wake up, begin Reach out, reach in

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This EP started life in Hawaii in 2016 at the start of a 4-year period, that has seen the loss of family, finishing a PhD, escaping earthquakes and volcanic eruptions, trying to hang on to a job, my home, and my sanity, all bookended by global political turmoil and a pandemic. These songs represent snapshots of a that time, not a prolific period musically, but certainly an unforgettable time for many of us. Hopefully the tunes provide some resonance and optimism. Love to all X

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released November 19, 2020

Music, lyrics and artwork: J.J.McGowan
Mastering: Steve Young (Hedflux)

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Ox Edinburgh, UK

Ox is Edinburgh-based J.J.McGowan, a one-man band who records, produces and performs live using looper pedals and percussion. He is also drummer for fellow rockers The Future Us. Ox is inspired by a lifetime passion for music, contemplating the possibilities of inner and outer space through musical experiences. Hope you enjoy! ... more

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